Depth of a feeling.

deeper than i think, making my heart sink

tugging my heart's strings, shouldn't think these things

way too close to me, and the only thing i see

try too hard to push away, though i want so bad to stay

not for me.. not at all, still i always seem to fall

wish you'd say it, or maybe you could quit

genuine or evil ploys, you never know with certain boys

if only i were much more wise, then i'd know to cast you aside

still i ponder every night, still i seem to hold on tight

onto nothing never there, just a glance .. a touch.. a stare

you leave me hanging dry, foolish me who's left to cry

i don't know what i see, i wish to God to be set free

of what seems to bind, and what i cannot find

which i seem to search in you, for something sound and true

not sure what it is, but you seem to have it kid

and you've taken me by storm, and now i'm worse than before

and silly me for being here, but silly you for staying near

i know you know the half if it, cuz i told you like a drunken twit

stumbling in my own mistakes, i just have so much at stake

but it's too much to handle, and you're too much of a gamble

when i know it's not the same, when i feel it's just your game

stuck in the same place, running always the same race

and it's still you, and i'm still blue

crazy to try, left here to sigh

but it's deeper you see, now it's too late for me.